Inspired by Noringai

Long time no blog. na miss ko to ha infairness ang tagal ko din di nag blog at dahil sa mga aklat ni Noreen Capili eh talaga namang na inspire akong mag blog ulit.

Sobrang happy lang kasi andami kong natutunan sa dalawang libro niya, kung tutuusin ang simple nung libro pero ang dami mong matutunan. At dahil sa libro nya sisikapin kong mag blog ng kahit anong bagay na naiisip ko.

Hindi ko naman pangarap maging writer or magkaroon ng libro, gusto ko lang mag share ng thoughts, opinioms, ideas and experiences ko in life. sabagay, madami dami din akong ma shashare kasi dami kong ka echosan at kadramahan sa life.

Try nyo rin basahin yung libro nya. Parang Kayo Pero Hindi at Mabuti pa ang Roma may bagong Papa. nakakaaliw at napaka-realistic nya, kung may pinagdadaanan ka perfect yung book na yun para sa pag eemote at pag-iisip isip mo.

Bukas na siguro ako mag bblog ng mga bagay na gusto kong i share basta ang gusto ko lang eh malaman nyong maganda yung mga libro ni Noreen Capili at siya ang inspirasyon ko sa pag bblog. :)

Hello 2013!

2012 was a rollercoaster ride for me, it was indeed my life changing year, As I look back into my life i just realized how much things have changed, how far my journey has been. It's like i was transformed into someone I am not. The health teachings, labor pains, sleepless nights, vaccinations, immunizations, breastfeeding, burping, gaining weight and losing some (as if i did lol) all of those are brandnew things for me. 

Everything seems different. My point of views, my attitude, maturity level, how i see others, how i appreciate mothers and elders, the love for school and studying. How I handled trials and difficulties differently.

I've realized that life is not just about fashion, travels, books or any thing, that life is about finding yourself, the true you and being able to discover that happiness is just around us, it may be the first giggle of a baby, a simple heart shaped balloon during heart's day, going to church with the famliy or knowing that your baby's nb screening is normal. Simple things can really change our lives. 

But let us not forget the hardships, fears and worries for life will be very boring and plain without tears, disappointments, hurts and false hopes but I will not be who I am today without those but depsite the difficulties, I'm still blessed to have Dylan Patrice in my life and also I am very  thankful to God for meeting wonderful people like Jacqueline and Hannah. Both of you made me a better mom and brought me closer to God.

And for 2013 i know things will not stop changing and trilas will be more difficult but I will surrender everything to God and just be the person He wants me to be. 

SUMMER is LOVE

Can we just pause and stop the time for awhile? few days left and we'll say bye to summer again. It's just so sad that summer has to end. No more island hopping, beach visiting and pool diving. We'll i really did enjoy my 2011 summer because i did a lot of stuff and enjoyed them. I'm gonna share some photos for the summary of my summer vacation.

blu jazz


with my mom and bro at blue jazz

Insular Hotel, Water Front

Emars Wave Pool

And because it's summer we have Holy Week and for the Season of Lent me and my mom went to the Shrine and walked 6 kilomoters just to attend the mass and to have a peaceful communication with God.

so exhausted

me and my mom

During summer boredom really strikes and malling is the solution for it. We just love going to the mall.

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Abreeza, Ayala

So i guess that's it. Summer is just super fun!

My MAMA

It's not mother's day and it's not yet her birthday and there's nothing special today,but i just feel like making a post for my mom.

peace be with you

my MAMA is crazy, noisy and wild but she's brave, strong and protective. She's not your typical mom who'll give you hugs and kisses all the time but she'll give you what you want and what you need even if you don't tell her or ask for it. She's sweet in her own way.

fuck you

Most of the time we argue about things. We don't understand each other. Sometimes she suffocates me and treat me like a baby but at the end of the day i'll realize that it's all for my sake.

mama and me

She's always in a panic mode, paranoid and very talkative. She's so funny and we love her so much!I'm just so blessed having a mom like her.

I have this Merlin Watch Phone and im planning to sell it because; 1. it doesn't fit my wrist. 2. im not a secret agent and 3. i want to buy an Iphone. :)

Whenever I go out, i usually wear it and use it. It's a cellphone that looks like watch. Cool right? camera, bluetooth, video recording,voice recording, mp3 wifi name it you got it. But still, even if it's super duper cool people are always bothered by it, especially when im texting or someones calling me, people looks at me like Huh? Wtf you're talking to your watch? weird. im gonna share some photos of me wearing the Merlin.

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Substitutes to make me fly

I wanted to let you go and get you out of my way, so scared to tell someone imagining what they would say.

Don't want to be judged, it was a decision I would have to make, but I've wasted so much time, it was a little too late.

It was a struggle, but a worth while fight because now I am in control and you are out of my life.

Being sober turned me into the person I've always wanted to be, and the was the one day you were praying I would never see.

Now I am doing the good things I never imagined myself to do, and proudly I can say I am doing them without you.

“The death sentence on the three Filipino drug traffickers is the final verdict by the Chinese judicial authorities in accordance with law.

Hindi ko kinikwestion ang hatol ng bansang Tsina laban sa 3 Pilipinong binitay. Hindi ako nag sulat para sabihing kailangan natin silang bigyan ng hustisya. Hindi ito para sa mga taong nagsasabing hindi maka-tao ang ginawang kaparusahan sa kanila, kaya kung hindi ka sang-ayon ngayon pa lang sa sinasabi ko, wag ka ng magbasa.

Una sa lahat, alam ng 3 ofw kung anong pinasok nila. Hindi sila mga tanga para hindi maisip na buhay nila ang nakasalalay at may kaparusahang katapat kung sakaling mabulilyaso man sila at alam ng lahat ng Pilipino ang dahilan kung bakit nila ginawa yun, at yun ay dahil sa kahirapan.

Kung tutuosin, ang dali lng intindihin ng bagay na ito pero ginagawang komplikado dahil sa maraming bagay. Ang pinakamalapit na halimbawa dito, ay tulad ng isang batang pulubi sa kalsada sa gitna ng malakas na ulan. may isang taong darating at sasabihin niya sa bata, "bata, kunan mo ko ng taxi at bibigyan kita ng 20php, sa lagay na yan papayag ang bata kahit na alam nyang delikado at maari siyang mapahamak sa gagawin nya. para sa 20php na yan susuingin nya ang kalsadang punong-puno ng mga mabibilis na sasakyan at di nya iisipin ang lamig ng panahon buhat ng malakas na ulan at hindi nya rin iisipin ang na nginginig na katawan dahil basang-basa na siya ng ulan para lamang sa 20php na yan para sa pera.

Bakit ba sa ibang bansa madalas na huhuli at nabubuking ang mga diskarte ng mga pinoy sa tuwing may operasyon sila sa pagbibitbit ng illegal na droga? ang sagot diyan, walang sistema ng airport ng Pilipinas. Tayong mga Pilipino kasi mahilig sa special treatment at suhol. Aba, kung mahigpit at di na susuhulan yang mga taong andiyan hindi na dapat pa umabot sa ganito.

Bakit ba may mga illegel recruiters dito sa bansa natin? dahil may mga taong mapagsamantala sa kapwa dala ng matinding hirap.

Sino nga ba ang dapat na parusahan? ang mga drug couriers o ang mga illegal recruiters? walang drug couriers kung walang illegal recruiters. kaya dapat lang sila ang bantayan at hulihin.

At bakit nga ba sinisisi ng mga tao ang China? dun na ganap ang krimen, kababayan natin ang nahuli dun at sila ang nagkasala doon sapat lang na bigyan sila ng kaparusahan. Sa mga taong nag sasabing malaupit ang Tsina, talagang malupit sila dahil sa kanila ang batas ay sinusunod at ang batas ay batas. Sa Pilipinas? ang mga pulis pwedeng bayaran, ang mga batas binabalewala at higit sa lahat ito'y kinakalimutan. basta ba mayaman ka e pwede na. kung may pera ka hindi mo sasantuhin yang mga pulis na yan, kahit pa nga presidente ng Pilipinas nahahawakan ng mga taong makapangyarihan.

Wag natin sisihin ang bansang China, wag rin nating sabihing unfair,dahil hindi ito unfair. sa bansa nila meron death penalty, sa atin wala. kung pinatay man nila ang 3 nating kababayan, yun ay dahil sa nagkasala sila. wag nating sabihin na mali at hindi yun makatao dahil magka-iba tayong lahat ng prinsipyo.

Wag nating sabihin na unfair kasi yung mga chinese dito na nakakulong e masarap ang buhay, choice yan ng mga taong namumuno sa bansa natin. choice nilang walang death penalty, mas gusto ata ng bansa natin yung ganun. yung walang sistema at higit sa lahat gusto ng mga namumuno sa atin na ang mga may pera lang ang may hawak ng batas.